Love

I felt honest is really important for me cause i felt that is a trust between any relationship no matter between family, friends, and lover, but sometimes things not going smooth as we thought and it brought disappointment though...and of course heartbreaking.. well, i been through up and down before and i always told myself not to give up, there are still plenty hopes are waiting for me, i don't know is just a words to comfort my own and make myself feel better for it. Whenever feel sad or disappointed, just go out for walk, listen music, having delicious ice cream ever or maybe cry for while to let out stress? I guess that just what i do whenever i feel down, erm...am i silly? :P


Well, there is a story i would like to share with...i knew this guy since last year September,he was amazing and one word i can describe him is "gentle" ,he seems seldom angry with me no matter what i had offend him,he seems so nice and perfect with everything. And of course, soon i fall in love with him, i like the way he are and he change me, the way how i thought and seeing things. He makes me feel different, make me feel special that someone always had the same thoughts with me. It makes me felt wanna be together with him more even is separate away, we always believe we gonna work it out no matter how hard it is.


I knew there are lots of peoples are not agree what we been doing and as my personality, honestly, i can't really care too much what peoples had thought about me or maybe us, i just care how well we get along and no matter what we been through, we always knew that we care each others and will always be there for the person whenever he or she needs. He always said our relationship is weird but special and we care each others more than anyone does. We always thought about same stuff and same situation that we gonna met,it's so weird cause i never had someone thought the same things like i do, so i guess both of us are weird,LOL :) After a while,i didn't heard from him, i was worried and thought we not gonna keep in touch anymore but when i was in disappointment, he came and talk back with me... And i found out he had faced lots of problems and bad time which i don't know anything at all,i was so worried about him and always pray that he can be happier whenever talk to me.. On that day, he told me in our last conversation....

"Just keep thinking that i don't know how i deserve you and i can't believe there is someone who can make me as happy as you especially after i lost a close friend, but you help me through it just by being here for me...and when we meet,i am gonna make it up to you by making everyday we spend together perfect and i will make sure nothing will make you unhappy while i am with you....when i went to her funeral and when i was out there all that kept me together was the thought that someone out there cared for me as much and she did....and yes is you.."



After i heard all his words, i am crying in front of the screen, ya, i know it might sound stupid for some peoples, they might think its so ridiculous to believe him over net or anything ,but honestly speaking i can't care what other people's feeling or thoughts cause i already hand my heart over to him, and i do love him so i will wait for him no matter what...cause that is how i am when i falling in love with someone when he care me as i do :) te extraño mucho mi amor <3 XXXX

Love,

yin yin
Written on May 14, 23.25pm

My past and my new beginning

Family portrait taken on Dec 2008

Long time didn't update my blog,was busy for training stuff all the time. There are lots things i wanna share with my family and best friends but hard to explain all things had happened over internet. So that's the reason why i create this blog,never thought will create own blog coz i was so lazy to keep update^^


First of all, thanks for my family sent me to airport on the day that i leaving Malaysia. I was really appreciate it so much and never regret ask my family to do that so. Coz i know i won't be able see them for one year or more,will gonna miss them so much :) Even though i did cries lots on that day,haha XD Would like to thanks to my adorable cousins-Teng and Hoon and their parent,really thanks for the gift and the ang pao,LOL XD I really like that present that Hoon make by her own :) (p/s: Didn't know she is so good in arts and design,juz kidding,don't get angry ya,piggy :P)


It's so tired to transit through so many places just to get into Jackson Hole,Wyoming. We start transit to Singapore,Narita (Japan),San Fransico, Denver (Colorado) and >>>Jackson Hole. =.=
We gotta stay one night in the airport of Singapore while waiting for next flight on the next morning. Erm..how we spend our time over there? Pei Ting just continue using her laptop to online and chit chatting while i was met a frend who work in Singapore, it's our first time met tho, thanks for accompany us for chit chatting, :D

Taken in Narita Airport (I looked so oily and ugly in this pic)

Our lunch in Narita Airport (Felt not really much different with Sushi in Malaysia,LOLXD)

And when arrived Narita, Japan, we was changed some of our USD to Japan yen coz had to take lunch before take next flight, and both of us bought Japan mochi and i bought a keychain as a memorable time in the airport,LOL XD By the way,the mochi look so nice and cute but the taste was not our expecting, guess u guys noe what i m talking about,LOL XD

The view from the plane while on the way to S.F

The third transit is San Fransico and its really drove us crazy coz we had to check out our luggage and check in back and we had some stupid directions for doing those procedures, different peoples told us different things we gotta do, and at the end both of us had lost each luggage of itself, we was so worried that we gonna lost it and we were rushing to catch the next flight to Denver due to the pack time we had, that's crazy to have this kind of experience,make us did have phobia towards the transit flights, XD And i was had some bad impression about "Oh Lang", not saying i do have discrimination or what, i tried ask them in the manner way but their acting make me speechless. Plus having the soup we had in the airport, really "fanstastic",LOLX

Southwest style corn chowder (Nice name they had but i can't accept the taste,please don't misunderstand, i m not trying to offend anyone who like this soup)

Then is Denver, the plane that we taking like a bit low cost aircraft, gotta walk for a distance to the airport coz they do not provide airbridge, its start feeling so cold there, just cant imagine how cold it is in Jackson Hole:P

The view from our room ^.^

And finally, we arrive Jackson Hole, it was so cold when we arrived in the airport, and Ting get back her luggage while mine still stuck in Denver, they will send to the motel that i staying on next morning. Its really freaking cold, never thought it will so cold till like this. I like our room,it was so clean and neat, do provide most of things that we needed except kitchen,lol :P

This room is quite nice and do have big mirror for us :P

On 29th, we arrived in Jackson Hole, and report to the hotel on 30th. Was met some great peoples during the journey and in the hotel. I was informed to start training on 31st which is just next day once we report ourselves for first day. I was get shock and think i m sure very tired to start work so early,:P We had learned how to take bus to town and the hotel and some directions to certain places that we needed.

Its about 11 pm here right now,when i m in Malaysia,i seldom sleep before 12am but i gotta sleep early as much as i can coz was so exhausted when working in the department :( Will keep update my blog soon.^^


Love,
yin yin
Jan 4th 2009, 11.04am

Han Gook (Korea)

Today was went to korean restaurant to having dinner with aunts and cousins---Dao Rae, been there few times but seldom took photos in there,LOL ^^ I was bringing my camera along with me cause i know that i won't having my favourite korean food for one year and i can view the photos whenever i miss the delicious foods.T.T..

Hanbang Dweji Wang Galbi (Pork)

Jab-chae

First time having Korean foods was having with my Korean Chingu (Friends), they brought me to the famous restaurant in the city (Sri Hartamas). I was amazed how delicous it was when first time having Korean BBQ style ^^and since that day i was fall in love with Korean foods,LOL.. XD

Hanbang Samkyup-sal (Pork)

Korean Style Pancake

Kimchi

I believe every Korean have to have Kimchi while having meals (thats what my korean frends told me :P) It was so nice to eat it and especially make it fried rice Kimchi and Kimchi Chigae(soup)..

Spicy Squid

Dderk-bokgi (Spicy)

Still remember while study diploma, have to prepare Dderk- bokgi cooking process as our French report, it was really fun by speaking French to explain the method preparation of Dderk- bokgi. We all have to depend Oni Ah Rum to cook and prepare delicious Cheese Dderk- bokgi, its was so so so delicious... aw,i was so miss Oni and Sun Young, miss the time we hang out together!!! T_T.. So glad knowing them and know the cultures of Korean through them. Because of Oni Ah Rum,i was improved my cooking skills cause she was taught me few korean dishes, but its been ages i didn't cook,LOL ^o^

Love,
yinyin
Dec 14th 2008, 2.30am

Leaving...

28th December will be the last day in Malaysia and pursue my dream in United States for one year...Before getting everything done,was so worried and nervous whether can get my application, interview, visa and so on...now seem like feel more sad to leave my own country to a strange place that i never been before in my life....feeling is all mixed around,sometimes feel happy that i can make my dream come true and experience something that beneficial me lots in the future ^^ but sometimes do feel sad to leave my family cause its so far far away from Malaysia..T.T...

Gonna miss here so much!!!

My hometown was famous of the paddy fields

Well,i guess i will be getting fine once i get to U.S.A,hopefully....lol =^.^=


p/s: the purpose create this blog coz a frend ask me do so and want to share some of my thoughts with my beloved friends and family ^^


Love,
yinyin
Dec 13th 2008,3.14am